Lady.Vee

2009-09-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

MOVED!

WWW.THATLADYSARAH.ONSUGAR.COM

Blogger's a bitch; reason why I moved.
Bye, you stupid bitch named Blogger.com!

2009-09-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

After 3 and a half years of thinking.. I've finally made up my mind.
What I'm gonna be doing will hurt people I care for and I love,
But they too must understand that you only live once. And if you dont seize that chance it may never come again. I know that lots of restrictions are holding me back at the moment.
You think I dont know bout these restrictions? I do. But I am gonna forgo all that and follow my heart for once. I'm sick of people telling me what I can and cannot do. This is one thing that I'm gonna do.
And nobody's gonna stand in my way.
You have no right to say no to what I'm gonna do.
Coz this is what I like.
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Enough of the crap. Lol. Today sian la. Afternoon abit dulan coz my mum kpkb.
Bloody hell. Haha. I can't wait for my bday!
Only MilahBaby and Roy knows why.
Hehe.
Milah, u dah draw show I kay?
Toodles.

2009-09-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

I am superbly bored. So I decided to show abit of self love and doodle stuff. Haha.

Blogger's being a half bitch today.

Why half-bitch?
Coz there's colour for this post and I managed to upload photos.
The other half is I cant upload the other photos coz 'Internet Explorer cannot display webpage.'

Ass sia this blogger.

Aku bored. Entertain aku!!!

2009-09-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

Fuck blogger.
Seriously lor.
Nabei!
No colour, cant upload photos. Shit sia. Cb.
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So anyway, went to lepak at 201 pondok with MilahBaby. Talk cock alot and we talked about some serious stuff too!
Lepak afew hours, camwhore abit then went to fetch Sara.
They came back to my house coz I wanted to give Sara my soft toy.
Haha.
Sent them to bus stop then I went back, bathe, msn-ed awhile.
Yada yada yada.
Dinner-time.
Then I SIMS 3-ed, chatted with Roy until now.
Eventhough its already 12am ++...
To 4th Sept babies,
ROY TAN, LEONG SHIJIE & MOK HENG MING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Toodles.

2009-09-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

An hour ago, I was thinking what to write. An hour later, I regret what I wrote.

2009-09-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

I still can't get it out of my head. I get confused everytime I think of it. I dont know why. I really dont know why...

My tears fall as I listen to the song that brings back many of our memories. To feel this way at this moment of time... I can still clearly remember what happened throughout, I cant forget those moments. Its too much of a treasure to be forgotten.. The melody of the piano transports me back to those precious moments. Those moments that I cherish. Those moments that will never come back. I really dont know what I'm feeling right now..

All I know after that dream was...

I miss you. I do. Even after all this time.

Somebody enlighten me.

2009-09-01T12:57:00.000+08:00

FUCK BLOGGER LAH NABEI. DONT LET ME UPLOAD PHOTO. CHAOCHEEBYE.
FUCK THE INTERNET CONNECTION ALSO. BLOODY HELL SLOW. NINABU.
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Had a weird dream yesterday. It was very unexpected and.. Its just super confusing. I don't get the meaning of it. And it was kinda sad too. The slightest thought of the dream makes me wna cry. MilahBaby, help me find out the meaning, would you? Lets do it together. I can't do it alone.
And...
HAPPY 69th BIRTHDAY MAK!
:D

2009-08-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

That's Shaggy. The blackie who likes to manja with me.

Its a nice Sunday to sleep in, but unfortunately my dad shouted for me to wake up about 1 and a half hours ago. =.= Bored ttm sia. Going back to OP for teachers day tml. Hope to see Ah Liem and Mdm Ang. ahaha It is because of Ah Liem that I'm in poly today. So yea...

Was reading TNP.

DJ AM is dead? Kinda unexpected. Well... People come, people go.

Actually, idk wth I'm typing also. Just bored lor. I want to go out la. Sibei sian lei. But bo lui. Bo kaki also. How to go out liddat? Plus its raining, eventhough nice weather to sleep, I can't sleep coz His Royal Highness will shout and make noise yada yada yada..

Kay, I'll update later if there's any update-worthy thingy.

2009-08-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

I swear I'm not in the bestest of moods now. $#%$#^%#^#!!!

People test my patience today. Part and parcel of fasting month huh?

And to those who piss me off today with stupid questions/remarks, do refer to the photo above, will ya?

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Went to play pool with The 3 Retarded Ws. Had fun la. But hor.. My luck was up and down. But nvm la. Fun can alr. lol. Maybe next week gonna play pool with Joel Bro. See how it goes.

Ohya...

I was blog hopping justnow. Then I came across a blog of this person whom I know.. Kiwek. Bbual fanatic pe sis. Stop it siak. She once told me she wasnt a minah.. But I guess people contradict themselves from time to time dont they..? I was laughing my ass off when I was reading her blog. I don't understand these people. Panggil orang fanatic, tak cermin diri sendiri dulu. haha.

2009-08-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

Am unable to sleep. Chicken nehneh. Talked to Roy abt some stuff justnow. Don't worry too much kay bro! :D Idk what to do now. Watched 3 movies alr. Bored to the max. Grrrrr....

2009-08-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

Met my MilahBaby justnow. Today was super uber freaking fun coz we talked crap the whole time! We went back to my house after lunch at Mac and we pranked Faizly! super funny sia! I laughed till I rolled off the bed. And we laughed even harder after that! Serious sia. Damn fun!!!

Then we left at 4+ and went to fetch Baby Sara. She malumalu kucing siam, dont want me to carry her today. Carry her also for awhile only. Baby Sara! Later Aunty Sarah bite you ah!!! :D Took photos for awhile then they cabbed home while I went to the library for awhile.

Tomorrow dah fasting! Ughhhhhh. Nvm. Must tahan. 28 days only!!! :D

Happy Menyambut Bulan Ramadan to all Muslims out there! May this month bring you good deeds and may Allah bless you! And not to forget all the smokers, puasa tau. Jangan puasap! :DD

2009-08-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

Today is such a fucking good day with W14M.
Anas had half a packet of chilli powder tipped down his troat.
And together our tongues burned with chilli powder.
HAHAH.
I'm gonna miss this class.
Andand!
I'm meeting Nazry Little Boy later for some catching up, bitching, gossips and perhaps some studying.
:D
LATER!

2009-08-17T03:23:00.003+08:00

I just wna update now. In case laziness creeps on me later in the week.
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Its been a great 15, coming to 16 weeks with them. No matter which class I'll be going to next sem, I know that it won't be the same as W14M. The fun and laughter we had as a class will never be replaced. I know I sound so jiwang and whatever right now, but yea. I really think that W14M Sem 1 Yr 1 has been one of the best experiences in my 16 coming to 17 years of my life. Examples:

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Aishah – my happy pill, the one who looks innocent but perangai nonsense. She makes me laugh whenever I’m angry or sad. And she provides me with loads of laughter, mind you!

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Anas – my braderrrrrrrr. We together talk cock most of the time but beneath all that nonsensical stuff is actually a very good friend who understands me very well.

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Leon – my msn buddy. I realised that we talk a lot of random stuff through msn and that we’ll make good makan kakis! Haha! And he has this very cool hair colour which I think is so Jap and that its really very cool and he likes to say "cb" over msn! lolsss

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Joel – my camwhore buddy. The one who poses for nonsensical, idiotic and retarded looking shots with me. I don’t really look retarded, he looks more retarded than I do ( no offence! Haha)

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Angie – my bully-able little friend. I like to play with her hair and bully her. But she’s really nice and she looks super cute and funny when she’s angry!

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Jannah – my “gangster” soccer player. She “fierce” sia. I very scared of her. But when she laugh, you also will laugh at the way she’s laughing. And together we’re laughing randomly. Seriously!

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Sophia – my makan friend. Everyday she would msn me just before the first break and ask me “makan?” She’s really a very bubbly, hot babe. And I like her coz she’s outspoken and very cool and can take jokes and I don’t know how else to describe her!

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I could go on and on but these were the few people that I shall say… More gam with me. And I will never forget them especially, along with the rest of the awesome W14M, for making this impact on my milestones. Coz they’re the bestest friends and classmates anyone could ask for.

2009-08-16T17:20:00.000+08:00

I don't have anything much to say. Just that I've been rotting my ass off the whole day, watching movies on my lappy. I feel like lepaking. But no kaki, then how??? aiyoh...

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Anyway, on Friday night. A particular asshole smsed me. And the way he sms macam like nothing happened like that. Nabei. Its fucking obvious he has no one else to msg... That's why msg me right? That's what he does. As always. Ello brader (not that brader-sister, just the way you call some random guy on the street, brader), you no more friend uh? What about all your other hia di? Don't be sad.. You still have your girl rightttt? Text her la... Why text me? I'm no longer your friend what.. Waste your sms on me for what.. Bo liao nothing to do is it? Too free ah you.. I give you one advice, if you too free right, go and fucking reflect on why people fucking hate you so much. That should occupy you for awhile, maybe a day or two or perhaps even a week or two.. Oh yah... Just a little reminder... UNLINK ME. Its a disgrace for my ex-blog to be affiliated to you. :D

2009-08-14T22:03:00.001+08:00

Its been a long time since I saw this little boy.
Study hard for your O's tau.
Meet up soon kay!
(Paiseh uh bro aku congkong gambar kau.)

2009-08-14T15:46:00.001+08:00

Zoom in to see the convo. Damn funny sia! Seriously. About ChooGuan and Aishah.
I'm so gonna miss W14M.
:(

2009-08-12T08:50:00.000+08:00

There are so many things I want to say. But unfortunately, I forgot it all. =.=

2009-08-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

Photos are not edited. Just taken on cameroid.com.

Not an exciting time at Batam.

2 words;

FUCKING SIAN.

Just that Bona trashed me at pool.

He's a pro.

Freaking pro at pool.

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Someone told me all about you today.

And you can say I'm quite pissed at what you're doing.

You act like you're fucking big.

You act clever.

You act like you know everything.

Have you ever spared a thought for other people?

Have you ever thought or even reflected on what you've done?

You obviously haven't.

That's why you pissed so many people off.

Have you ever wondered the number of people who wants your blood on the pavement?

Have you ever wondered the number of people who wants you dead and gone?

Have you ever wondered the number of people who are ready to spill your blood?
But come to think of it,

You're not worth the fucking trouble everyone has gone through.

After end of this month,

You'll be gone permanently from our lives.

Well,

You'll be permanently gone from mine.

Then again,

You are.

You are nothing in my life.

Just an unsignificant human who was once significant.

I don't even know why the fucking hell am I typing this post.

I guess its just a channel of frustration to the people who voiced out to me.

You just wait and see.

You'll be gone in a blink of an eye.

2009-08-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

FUCK IT.
I DON'T LOOK FORWARD TO THE BLOODY BATAM TRIP.
WHY?
BECAUSE MY LAOBU PARENTS ALSO GOING.
ONE SET OF GRANDPARENTS BAD ENOUGH ALREADY.
BUT TWO?
HO SEH LIAO.
SHIOK RIGHT MY LIFE?
ITS NOT A FUCKING HOLIDAY LOR.
ITS A FUCKING "TAKE CARE OF YOUR GRANDPARENTS" TRIP.
NINAHIA.
I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW IF I HAVE TIME TO PLAY POOL.
KNN.
BLOODY HELL.
SIAN.
CONFIRM SIAN.
100% + GUARANTEE CHOP SIAN.
FUCK MY LIFE LA.
NABEI.

2009-08-01T17:10:00.003+08:00

Went to town with Dearest yesterday evening. Had fun, talk cock, talk about life... haha. Took afew photos coz I took my Blackie out for a walk. So yeah.

And this photo above is perfectly fine. We agreed that we don't need to photoshop every of our photos taken, unlike a person who's face is so jialat use cement pile on the face also still need photoshop. =)

2009-08-01T16:37:00.001+08:00

We have the same hairstyle. lol.

2009-07-31T13:35:00.001+08:00

Wanying, I update liao.

2009-07-28T08:37:00.000+08:00

I remember the times we had fun, laughing at ultimately, NOTHING.

I remember the times when I was bored, and A GORGEOUS CHICK really made me smile and laugh.

I remember the times we GOSSIPED via MSN in class.

Gossiping about Leong Wai Kit, Daiso and everything under the sun.

I remember the times we went down for break, but not knowing what to eat.

Eventhough I've only known this GORGEOUS lady above for all of 12 weeks,

She's been a good friend to me.

She's been very nice to me.

And I appreciate that.

I'm gonna miss her alot.

Meet up soon kay Shafiqah!

Love you.

2009-07-26T15:05:00.000+08:00

Went cycling with Anas, Aishah, Angie, Leon, Sophia and ShiJie ytd at Pasir Ris park. Had fun. Talk cock. ahhaahha. Took 88 with Anas & Angie to AMK. Anas went home while me & Angie took train back.

Met Dearest at Starbucks. Trained to Bishan to buy some stuff and back to Yishun. Ate dinner, slacked, smoked and talked. Really. I dont feel like going home when I start talking to Dearest.

Oh ya, I'm sick now.

Bye.

2009-07-23T12:24:00.001+08:00

Thanks for all these wonderful times.
You really made me feel like someone important...

But the words that you said cut me deep.

Really deep.

But whatever it is,

Thank you.

Thank you for all the wonderful times we did stuff together.

2009-07-21T09:36:00.000+08:00

Dinner at East Coast with Imant, Bona & Rosli.

Funny sia! ahahhahahahha.

Will see them soon in BATAM!

Yes ahhhhhhhhhhh! lol

THE BITCH IS NOT GOING BATAM WITH US!

YEA!

2009-07-21T08:45:00.000+08:00

I AM SLEEPY. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

So sad.... Steph the Babi on home quarantine! :(

SHALL GO OUT SOON OKAY! :D

Today's programming. As usual, a word to describe it.

SUCKS.

2009-07-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

Tired. Utterly tired.

I bought this gorgeous black dress justnow.

I'm gonna wear it for Wednesday's Enterprise.

Will update about today's dinner with Imant, Bona & Rosli tml + pictures.

Nights.

2009-07-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

Programming UT cui. So bloody difficult sia!

Idk what to update about. Just that...

STEPHANIE CAHYADI IS COMING BACK ON THE 20TH!

My goodness!

I miss that pig!

ahahahha.

2009-07-14T08:19:00.000+08:00

Went to have dinner with Ying and Wenn at Subway NP ytd after UT. As usual, crapped alot. Wenn sent me the Russell Peters Red, White and Brown. Then we walked around for awhile coz we bo liao nth to do. lol. Then we all went our separate ways coz Ying didnt wna take bus with me. So ya... Reached home, nearing 7+? Crapped with my ahma then went to bathe.

Kay and I are in the same boat! (no one will understand, only us.) We must stay strong okay! :D

On the side note... Things've been fucked up with my family. I just want a reconciliation. That's all I ask for. No more conflicts, no more internal war.

2009-07-13T09:15:00.000+08:00

I miss this cute baby. Not forgetting the mother also. :(

I seriously have no freaking mood today coz of something.

2009-07-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

Bandaged. Hurt my wrist. Nugget! =.=

Syn's been so good to me nowadays.. Sometimes he piss me off like no one's business, but he's been nice la.. Ohya... Must be wondering why he's named Syn.. Just that we both like the name. AHAHAHAHA.

Kayla Chen is trying to kill W14M with her RJ question.

You are buying a sandwich at Subway. There are 4 types of meat fillings and 6 types of vegetables you can choose from. To make your sandwich, you can choose only 1 of the 4 available meat fillings, and any 3 of the 6 vegetable types (you cannot repeat your vegetable choices, and the order of the vegetables is not important). How many different sandwiches can you create? Please show your working :)

WHATTHEHELL RIGHT? Bye, gotta crack my brains.

2009-07-09T08:58:00.000+08:00

My wrist hurts man! Will post a picture of my poor hand later lolsssssssssss!

ADELENE YAP TAI HUI! I WANT THE SIMS 3 OKAY!

2009-07-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

I Like Wen's Cap Sia!

Stupidass WY.

Wen look so SEPET!

My 2 HANTU LOVES!

Went to have dinner with Ade, WY & Wen at Sun Plaza's Xin Wang HK Cafe. Crapped alot. Been quite awhile. I had fun. Thanks for your treat darling! :D

2009-07-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

I fell asleep in front of Syn yesterday. And as usual, he went to sleep too.

I woke up at 4.30am and realised that he was sleeping too. Lols. Then I went back to sleep till 5.30am.

2009-07-07T14:40:00.001+08:00

Mati sia programming ppt.
Cui.

2009-07-07T08:47:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa on Sunday with 3a1'o7. Damn fun sia. More pictures coming up on facebook. Too many to upload here. ahahha. Had lots of fun with the people. Make me miss secondary school so much. I'm feeling soooooo freaking sleepy now. I wna sleep sia. Why?

BECAUSE TODAY PROGRAMMING! mendak siol.

Kay later bye.

2009-07-03T08:56:00.000+08:00

Theres a feeling I get

When I look to the west,

And my spirit is crying for leaving.

2009-07-02T12:22:00.000+08:00

Didn't sleep for the whole night. And am damn freaking sleepy now :( Serious sia... And today was almost late? I waited for the fucking 804 from 7.35am-7.55am. Whatthehell right?!?!?! Eugene ran into me otw to school. So we slowly walk to school. Tell you the truth... I can't be bothered whether I'm late alr or not.. Hahas. So.. Actually uh.. Idk what to blog about. HAHA. Contemplated partial-ing today to go and play pool. But WY don't want to ps her teammates. So no go lor.

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I really find it hard to forgive you. Yes, to err is human, to forgive divine... But its really hard to forgive you, after all you've done.

2009-07-01T15:23:00.002+08:00

3 years worth of lies, spun like cotton candy.

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Cotton candies are sweet.

Lies are bitter.

So tell me... What were the 3 years that I went through?

Maybe some parts were genuine, but were the rest lies? I don't know... Only you have the answer to how many times you've lied to me... Yes I lied a few times too. But I was truthful most of the time. Its up to you whether you wna believe it or not. Coz at that time, I didn't want our friendship to be built on a foundation of lies... It hurts you know. It hurts. Why can't you just freaking tell me the truth? Must I find out through facebook? I never asked for anything. I only asked for the freaking truth. Is it really hard to tell the truth to your "bestfriend"? Tell me. Am I too stupid? Stupid enough to believe all the lies that you've spun? Its been 4 freaking days. It still hurts, to think of all that you've done. I seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with you nowadays. But yeah.. People change, even over a short period of time. There's nothing you can do bout it.. Please, do continue to bask in your lies. I'm just sick of it.

B.I.T.C.H

2009-06-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

Bitchy pouts for the camera.

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Went out with St.Hanuta ytd to the Apple centre, & then to Little India. Tell you something... THE SERVICE AT THE APPLE CENTRE SUCK!!! We waited nearly 2 hours to get attended to and we took half the fucking time the rest of the people before us took. Pffft. Sickening much. I was complaining that I was damn hungry and'll that. Coz I seriously was. Oh ya. We went to the Apple centre coz Hanu's MacBook Pro had one brighter pixel. And no, he didn't throw his St.Hanuta Special BitchFit. haha.

So....

We took train to Little India. It was freaking drizzling. haha. And I went to Komala Vilas to buy the sweets. ITS KINDA EXPENSIVE NOW. The last I bought was 60cents and the size was he palm of my hand and now, its a smaaalish square, smaller than half the palm of my hand and it freaking costs $1. But to satisfy my cravings... I just went ahead and bought it anyway. 2 milk and 1 choc and milk with a hint of cinnamon. Satisfying. Then we went to the temporary market and had chappati and chendol. Nice~

AND SOMETHING UNPLEASANT HAPPENED OTW BACK TO SK.

We were squashed up at the door of the train coz it was jammed pack. And at Farrer Park, people wanted to alight, so being the fucking considerate citizen of Singapore, I was about to step out to give way to people alighting when this stupid short monkey-ass botak motherfucking indian who elbowed me coz he wanted to alight. My reaction? "$#^#^$%&$&*!#%#%^^&*!!! @#%#@^$$#^ your mother country is it?! +*&^*^&$@@$@!!!" Expletives came out of my mouth at the top of my voice and I didnt care that others were looking at me. Especially this minah tudung at the back. I mean, come on la. I'm just trying to be fucking considerate and I get pushed?!?! FUCK YOU, YOU MOTHERFUCKER. Not being racist. Just to that particular asshole who elbowed me. Nabei.

Reached Sk..

Went to take 5, but it was raining, so we went to the other side of the interchange. We saw Arif, but not sure whether he saw me. Haha. Still the same size. No pun intended. Took 965 home. And I reached home in 30mins. Fast rite??? Haha. Okay. Saint, I've updated. Your turn. HAHA.

2009-06-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

Quick update before I get ready and head out.

Gonna meet Hanuta` bitch at 3pm later, to go to Apple and then to Little India.

Why Little India?

To relieve me cravings for Indian sweeeeeeets.

haha.
And maybe gonna sit down somewhere and bitch too.

ANDAND.

I NEVER DO E-LEARNING.

I ONLY TAKE WS FROM PEOPLE BUT I NEVER SUBMIT.

HAHAHA.

BOLEH BLAAAAAH.

Lols.

Kay bye.

2009-06-28T23:26:00.003+08:00

I'M DOWNRIGHT FUCKING PISSED.

FUCK YOU IZZUDDIN.

SERIOUSLY, FUCK YOU.

YOU MADE ME WAIT FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS AND DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO RETURN MY FUCKING CALLS OR REPLY MY FUCKING MESSAGE.

TODAY YOU MADE ME WAIT FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS.

REMEMBER THAT PARTICULAR SATURDAY IN ORCHARD?

WE WERE SUPPOSED TO WATCH A MOVIE BUT YOU MADE ME WAIT FOR THREE FUCKING HOURS.

WELL, I PRESUME YOU FORGOT.

HA.

I WASTED TWO FUCKING HOURS WAITING FOR YOU ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.

I WAS LATE FOR MY MEDICATION AND NOW I'M FEELING SO FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE.

THANKS LA EH.

COME TO THINK OF IT.

I DIDNT WASTE JUST TWO OR THREE HOURS.

I WASTED THREE FUCKING YEARS.

I KNOW YOU SO WELL BUT IT SEEMS THAT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME AFTER THESE THREE FUCKING YEARS.

SERIOUSLY.

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED TO THE MAX.

SHOULD I EVEN FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME ROUND?

I'VE FORGIVEN YOU TOO MANY TIMES ALREADY.

YOU COME LOOKING FOR ME WHEN YOU HAVE PROBLEMS.

WHEN YOU HAVE NO GIRLFRIEND.

WHEN YOU HAVE NO FRIEND.

IS THIS WHAT FRIENDS DO?

I WAS STUPID TO CONTINUE BEING THIS "REBOUND" FRIEND OF YOURS.

COME TO THINK OF IT,

I'M STUPIDER THAN THE GIRLS THAT COME AND GO.

YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS YOUR BESTFRIEND.

BUT DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT A BESTFRIEND MEANS?

GO LOOK UP THE FUCKING DICTIONARY.

I'VE NEVER BEEN SO FUCKING PISSED FOR SUCH A LONG TIME BEFORE.

THANKS LAH EH.

THANKS A MILLION.

GO DO SOME SOUL SEARCHING BEFORE YOU EVEN UTTER THE WORD 'SORRY' TO ME AGAIN.
I'VE HEARD THAT WORD WAY TOO MANY TIMES FROM YOU.

2009-06-28T02:32:00.002+08:00

Edited this pic earlier in the noon. My hair looks messy but nice. :D

I'm in a slightly bitchy mood tonight.And <3d>

I just sat down and thought back on my past while smsing justnow. And I cringe at some of the stupid actions I've done. I've learnt some stuff too.

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1)Thou shalt not be too straightforward.

- This just results in stupid and dissappointing reactions. Seriously.

2)Thou shalt always respect elders.

- I remembered a time when I didnt respect my paternal grandparents enough. But come to think of it, I was really childish back then. Now? I treasure them alot, coz they're the most rocking grandparents anyone could get. I mean which Grandma would take stupid webcam photos with you and which Grandpa could discuss fashion and music with you? (sure there are some, but not many.)

3)Guys are assholes, well most of them anyway.

-This is an ancient open secret. Passed down from generation to generation. No qualms bout it. Seldom nowadays that you see a guy who doesn't flirt (an attached guy) or a guy with different girls for each day of the week or a guy who just love making girls cry. Or even an egoistic bastard. These are plentiful. But to find those rare gems... Its hard. As faci Kayla Chen once said to me, "Once you get them, grab hold of them and never let them go." HOW TRUE.

2009-06-27T13:31:00.000+08:00

I just wna be happy and settle down.

I mean it. Random, i know, but that's what I've been thinking for a very long time. (Well, 3 weeks to be exact. ha.)

2009-06-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

HANU CAN BE SUCH A BITCH. & I MISS THIS BITCH OF MINE! :D

AISHAH ANOTHER ONE. NO FILTER. HAHA. BUT I ENJOY TALKING TO HER! :D

2009-06-26T15:21:00.001+08:00

Lady Violence, my boss.

HAHA.

No la. That's just my grandmother.

2009-06-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

Picture with my twin, Anqi. hahah. E-LEARNING SUCK BALLS, LIKE SERIOUSLY. At this rate, I'd rather go back to school. And did I mention that science can suck balls with e-learning?

Cheer up Dearest! You still have me! <3

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I AM CRAVING FOR INDIAN SWEETS; THE MILK, CHOCOLATE & CINAMMON ONES.

2009-06-24T10:59:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate Nisa's birthday yesterday.

DAH 17 SEH ORANG TU!

3months and 6 days ahead of me. :( Ish...Ish...Ish... So anyway.. Celebrated, talked, took photos, watched Anugerah.. Went off at 9.40. Yeah.. Hom-ed at 10.30.

Changed, onlined and went to bed. Buay tahan siaaa. Damn sleepy.

And now I'm feeling kinda sick. Idk why also.

Me & Anas are laughing at ShiJie drooling.

& I've been doing nothing the whole day.

Kay bye.

2009-06-22T14:09:00.000+08:00

When taking photos with Shafiqah, I immediately feel better.

But now, I'm feeling crap.

Thank you, to that person who made me feel crap. Thanks uh.

2009-06-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

Went Sakura for lunch today, as a Fathers Day celebration.

Okay lah. Nothing much to elaborate.

Still feeling a wee bit crappy.

And sometimes I just dont like it when my maternal grandparents come.

I just dont have freedom to do stuff in my own room.

Hell, i cant even change clothes in my own room.

Ah fuck.

K bye.

2009-06-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

"Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
Far away and dreaming..."
- I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith.

Sorry no pics. Just mood-less...
Been thinking for days... About a particular thing, that has been bugging me... I had a chat with MilahBaby... Idk what's my conclusion.
Maybe I'm just afraid. Not afraid to commit, but afraid to love. Afraid that my love will be taken for granted. Afraid that I'm just wasting time.
After what had happened, am afraid to love and trust guys...
Its like they're not worth loving and trusting. Coz they'll just play your heart. Coz they'll think with their dicks instead of their brain. Coz they'll change girls like they change shirts. Coz they'll just hurt you. Coz they'll just dump you when they have enough fun. Coz.....
There are a million and one reasons. Utterly ridiculous reasons... Maybe that's why I am so afraid? Beneath my tough exterior, there is bound to be cerain stuff that just drags me down to the core. I'm laughing outside, but deep inside, I'm just crumbling down.
As I slowly crumble inside, I might just be a husk of my former self.

2009-06-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

OTW HOME WAS FUCKING FUCKED UP!!!

Me and WY went to Mac Northpoint to get frappe. So we took a slow walk home via our usual route. Initially, we planned to slack at 27+ there. But otw to the pasar there, there was this LJB bangala stalking me and WY at the other side of the road. He kept looking in our direction. So when we were somewhere after Xishan there, I shouted " DIAO SIMI AH? KANINA..." Then the fucker took a seat at the benches near the traffic light. So me and Wanying as usual, crossed the traffic light towards pasar and was throwing away our cups when we saw the guy walking behind us. My first reaction was to go to Eric's hp shop. But I forgot today Friday, he open his shop abit late. It was 4+, nearing 5 at that time. So we walked towards the barber where my dad always cut hair. End up everybody busy. The we turned around and see that he was no longer behind. So we walked to MCP to buy some stuff. Then we see, coast is clear. We decided to go to the 27+ there to slack. While we were about to turn at the corner, see that fucking cheebye kia there at the end of the corridor. Our reaction was "Nnbccb. That fucker still there. Kanina..." We crossed the road and walked to my house. Then we saw that he was still following us. So when we reach 279 the corner there, we run like siaozhabor while scolding "Ninabu that cb still following. Faster chiong ah!" We ran all the way till infront of my grandma house there. The door was closed. So we walked quickly too my house. Faster open the door and lock. Then we saw the LJB walk beside my house there towards the carpark. He was looking around. My bro & maid saw. That's not it. The worst thing was, HE WAS RUBBING HIS DICK ALL THE WAY. Wah cb. So fucking suay can. Of all people. Knn.

So I went to switched on my laptop. And I PLAYED A TRICK ON MILAHBABY! Shhhhhh. Bu neng shuo de mi mi! hehehe. FUN SIA TRICK HER! KENA TRICK ONE HOUR STRAIGHT SIA... Milah, Milah... Asal lah kau takleh cam yang tu aku, bukan dier tu? Hahaha.

Okay. Nvm. Lemme do my RJ first then I'm off to meet QIAN THE RANTING STANDDD! :D

2009-06-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do as usual, so I camwhored for awhile. Hahaha. Was webcam-ing with stupid-ass all the way from morning. Talk alot of crap. AS USUAL! :D Cabbed with the stupid-ass to school this morning coz we were both late like crap. HAHAHA. She walked to my house and we flagged a cab at the roadside. Damage : $9.20. Okay lah, not so bad.

An evidence to show that this class is our second home!
Later.

2009-06-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

OH YA.
I forgot to post.
I saw two very beautiful, as hot as Heidi Klum, women today.
The body of a goddess.
But the thing is.
They were transvestites.
What a waste. If only I was like them.
Lol. Random.
Bye.

2009-06-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

OKAAAAAY.

Nothing much ytd. Except for the mass convo during 6P. Hao-ge started discussing moobs. And like, most of us are trying freaking hard to control our laughter. Anas went red trying to contol his laughter. Aishah's and my throat went sore trying to control the laughter also. DellaFwa noticed and ask Hao-ge and Sophia to repeat what she just said. Hao-ge gaykiang go say "Junhao please repeat what I just said." The whole class laugh like siao. A mass convo always takes place during Enterprise. There's just so much to bitch about.

So back to today...

Left the house at 8am, bought soya drink and slacked at 213. The weather is freaking hottt like serious shit. And the best part was, I was wearing my hoodie long-sleeved shirt. What a nice choice, Sarah! I was damned sleepy, so I decided to take 169 to AMK at 9am. Actually contemplated going up to Woodlands then 169 to AMK. Haha. But decided not to. SOOOOO. First to reach AMK. Waited for Skim at MRT. Kenji, Anas, CG, Weiyang, SJ and Yunchang took a veryyyyyyyyy long time to reach. By the time Joel reach AMK at 11+, they still havent reach =.= Turns out they took 169 from school. So we went up the pool area first.

POOLED FOR 4HR+ and RAKED A TOTAL BILL OF $60++.

Fun or wad siaaaaa? lol. Aft that, the rest went for lunch while Anas went home and Weiyang went to school for IG. Me? I went home to eat then sleep. But never sleep for long, 1hr+ only. Was awaken by my mum's voice, asking me whether I wna eat dinner anot. Lazy la. Coz I ate lunch at 5.30 then straightaway went to sleep after that. Got woken up at 8.

PROVES THAT I'M A LAZY PIG.

Bye.

2009-06-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

Shafiqah sempat siaaa. Her group was presenting you knowwww. HAHAHA.

I MISS THESE PEOPLE :

I MISS MY RANTING STAND, QIAN, WHOM I'LL BE MEETING ON FRIDAY NIGHT FOR SUPPER.

I ALSO MISS THIS BITCH OF MINE, HANU.

NOT TO FORGET, THIS PIG OF MINE WHO'S STILL IN INDON, STEPHANIE.

2009-06-17T09:15:00.000+08:00

Woke up feeling a lil bit crappy, but'll get better! :D

I am sleepy. Like superbly. Okay. Later.

2009-06-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

According to my watch, school officially ended at 2.58pm justnow. HAHA. Only Skim's group presented. Ownage. Lol. 2.30 6th P alr. Baek pe?

Went off at ard 3pm. 169 like so bloody slow. Usually, it takes 30 mins to reach Yishun. + 10 mins walk to my house = 40 mins. Supposed to reach by ard 4 but I reached home at 4.10pm today. Slow siak. Time precious you knowww. So I bathed and got ready to meet stupid-ass Seah Wanying aka HANTUsiao at Yishun mrt platform at 5. Met her and trained down to City Hall. As usual, we crapped. =.=

After getting my stuff, went to Marina Sq foodcourt to eat. We ate the Ramen. WTFH la, the noodles were Maggi. You can really taste it. And the gravy tastes like Chicken flavour Maggi. Serious. Sumpah. No lie. But ate it anyway. What to do. HUNGRY MAH! Walked ard Marina aft dinner. Kept seeing alot of stuff we liked. Then Hantu suggested we tong money for shopping. LOLS. Good idea, but I'm not very good at resisting temptation. But'll consider it anyway.

Kay. I wna go read my book abit then sleep. Nights.

Bored, like fucking hell seriously.

2009-06-16T13:19:00.000+08:00

I MISS THESE TWO SAYANGS OF MINE!

Back to post for the third time today. Feeling bored in class. Like seriouslyyy. zzz. My group has nothing to present at all, coz we have been slacking our balls (boobs, for girls) off since 8.30am. Like, seriously. Wanna partial, but no kaki. How to partial liddat??? Lols. Okay, I seriously am bored, to the fucking core! UGH!

2009-06-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

WEBCAMING WITH WANYING DURING SECOND BREAK.
HAHAHA.
WANYING IS A STUPID-ASS HANTUSIAO.

2009-06-16T09:25:00.000+08:00

I woke up with a not very good mood today. And yea. It sucks. But Mummy's not working today, so she woke up at 7am and crapped with me while I was getting ready for school. So it kinda lightened my mood. Made me feel better.

Having programming now. Faci nvr come, so there's this sub faci who looks just like any of us. As in, he looks like a student. Feel like partialling. But, nahs. Might as well stay in school and rot. And I seriously feel like sleeping now. Damn tired + sleepy. Or maybe its because of my mood. zzz.

10 things I wna do now.

1) Sleep.

2) Eat.

3) Shk.

4) Slack.

5) Play pool.

6) Talk crap (okay, maybe only.)

7) Hurl vulgarities.

8) Scream my ass off.

9) Find a punching bag.

10) Punch that fucking asshole.

Kay.Bye.

2009-06-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today's class was damn as hell slackkk. Started off craply. We got "lectured" by faci at 8.45am. Whatthehell man. Haha. Then during 1st break, we went to canteen to dabao food. And Mafia Boss JUNHAO toppled my cup of lemon barley over. And so it spilled on the countertop. The worse thing was that fucking bitch of a worker there insist that I was clumsy. And what did Junhao do? ACT LIKE ITS NOT HIS FAULT. Idiot boss... Shafiqah keep laughing. Anas the Pervie keep making fun of me. Watch out you innocent-looking pervert-cum-flirt. HAHA.

After eating our chicken rice back in the classroom, we camwhored. And today my campwhore buddy is JOEL. haha. Damn funny i tell you. All sorts of stupid faces surfaced. Some evidence on top. HAHA. okay. lol. So Yunchang and Shijie left, and Aishah and Joel joined my team. Half of the time talking crap and laughing. But we did our work okayyy. haha. Presentation went well. GLAD IT DID! :D

The rest after that is crap. And I changed my URL coz the previous blog of mine had memories that I dont want to keep reminiscing about. Its kept somewhere safe. & i won't open it for a long time. Its gonna stay that way. And I made a huge mistake. I shouldn't have opened my gob. But whatever.

2009-06-15T19:51:00.000+08:00

Shifted due to certain reasons.
Will update again later!
:D
RELINK MEEEEE.